So.. I turned 29 and she said turn around
This week has been a little "tie me down and whip me red". No I am not into S&M but I feel the need to feel. Thats right. I want to feel, sense, realize..... my new age. Don't know why we bother to number our years on this planet in the grand scheme of the million milky ways but we do. I guess its our way of making our presence known. As I turned 29 yesterday.. i had two sweet souls celebrating the ticking minutes with me. Now.. how many of us have one, let alone two cheering champions strumming the excitement of the day with you. The unexpected joy was quite uninhibiting everytime i closed my eyes. hmm why all the fuss eh? I guess it was my need to harness the day. I donot feel 29. Nope nope nope. What does it feel? No one can tell me for I am not them and can never feel like they do. So that was a redundant question I guess. I may never know or probably will in a few years. What I do know is that every minute counts and if I can make every minute count, then I will have no regrets. That is all that matters. I am feeling a bit melancholic today. Must be that one rum n coke. lol. Was it good! Try rum and coconut water friends. I tasted it and it was naice. Very naaice. I guess thats it for now. If you were expecting something profound.. well think again. Over and Out.
This week has been a little "tie me down and whip me red". No I am not into S&M but I feel the need to feel. Thats right. I want to feel, sense, realize..... my new age. Don't know why we bother to number our years on this planet in the grand scheme of the million milky ways but we do. I guess its our way of making our presence known. As I turned 29 yesterday.. i had two sweet souls celebrating the ticking minutes with me. Now.. how many of us have one, let alone two cheering champions strumming the excitement of the day with you. The unexpected joy was quite uninhibiting everytime i closed my eyes. hmm why all the fuss eh? I guess it was my need to harness the day. I donot feel 29. Nope nope nope. What does it feel? No one can tell me for I am not them and can never feel like they do. So that was a redundant question I guess. I may never know or probably will in a few years. What I do know is that every minute counts and if I can make every minute count, then I will have no regrets. That is all that matters. I am feeling a bit melancholic today. Must be that one rum n coke. lol. Was it good! Try rum and coconut water friends. I tasted it and it was naice. Very naaice. I guess thats it for now. If you were expecting something profound.. well think again. Over and Out.
3 comments:
If 28 years is the first time we completely revolve around the sun, 29 must mean you are now 1 year's old!! Enjoy building your blossoming new life this year and don't forget to take in the fruits of your first year under a new sun!! yeahyeah. . .
Heyheyhey....another year to celebrate this awsome gift of life. I completely agree with you on the notion that counting our age is, well, lame. It doesn't make sense to me especially with marturity and experiences truly define what age we are.
For me, it never feels like a single day of celebration, it feels like a week-long sigh of relief that, YES, I am becoming the wiser. hehe.
peace and love.
miss you out here.
carlly
HAPPY FUCKEN BIRTHDAY LADY!!! I'm so sorry I missed it... really I am! I feel like the worst friend in the world!!!! but I've been thinking about you SO MUCH! please forgive me?
I miss you... I wish you could be here with me! you would love it! haha
speak to you soon!!
xxx
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